long time

So i haven't been posting on my blog
As i said i really do apologize to my loyal readers
I've been really busy in school, in my clinical placement, and in my new found part time job
I'm stressed in school and in my clinical placement
There is just too much work that needs to be done
That means i have a lot of school work
Besides i'm busy training for my new job
I just don't have the time to be posting on my blog everyday or every night
Tomorrow will be the last day and hopefully i will get a work schedule for next week
Although i'm busy i've been hanging out with my friends a lot
Like really many times
There was even a point where we see each other for like 5 consecutive days it was just crazy
I guess we missed each other that much
I would like to believe that is true ~~~
I've met new people in my work and others
I hope everything turns out well
Good luck to me

a break

Today bcos i don't have school i went to a job interview

It was the same place i had my interview last July

They called me yesterday to ask for my availability bcos they needed staff

So i went in today and it had awesome results

I have now a part time job as a cashier and i will start training next week for 3 days

Sadly it is a training without pay but that doesn't matter

As long as i will get paid in the future

I went home feeling happy and all i just hope i'll do fine and not mess up things

Then i head out bcos i will be meeting Kathleen and Jem at stc

Kathleen is going to get her eye test and so she said she needed help support ~~~

We saw Eunice and Louise what a coincidence

They were eating so we had to leave them bcos Kathleen has to go to her appointment

After her appointment we went out to eat i just couldn't say no to food

Besides i haven't been spending so i said maybe it is okay for me to buy

So i had takoyaki

It was really funny bcos when i was paying i accidentally said sex instead of six

I was so embarrassed i was like kill me now

Kathleen told me just bcos i am going to be a nurse doesn't mean i have to be bold and say stuff like that in public

It wasn't my intention to embarrass myself not everyone wants that ~~~

But the takoyaki was really good i must say

And we bought milk tea

I couldn't stop myself from buying especially that has got to do with the face

We went to face shop and i bought eyebrow gel mascara, oil blotting film, and body mist (it was 40% off so i just had to) i got a free face mask

Then we went to Yves Rocher and i bought a make up remover and moisture serum

It was the most expensive thing i've ever bought for my face i just couldn't believe i did buy it

It better be worth it 

We completely had a hard time finding a gift for Gio and we still don't have one but i guess it was okay

Today was fun i badly needed a break from school and the hospital i would go crazy if i didn't

I'm glad i went out today to relax and enjoy my day off from school

Have a goodnight 

unconditional love

Have you guys ever have that feeling when you just want to hug those people you love so dearly and say thank you to them for being a part of your life?
For supporting you and pushing you hard to be whoever you want to be
I guess everyone does
I'm telling you i'm not that kind of person
I want to be but it is hard to be one when you never had to start doing it
To me it is so awkward to do that
But i love it when others do it to me
I feel special to them
It means i'm a big part of their lives
They acknowledged me that is the great part
That's what unconditional love is right
It means you don't expect anything in return you love them and that's the point
It's what family and friends are for
In family they can send and push you away or you choose to leave but in the end they will always there for you well in some cases are
You yourself and they chose to forgive and forget and that takes courage and effort
Even if you did something wrong over again they will still accept you back unless they decided not to
that's what i like about family
In friends it's like the same kind of story but it has the privilege to chose and decide you are going to be friends with who you want to be like family
I don't know why i am saying all these i mean everyone knows these
It's something i'm writing based on what is on my mind writing helps me clear my mind
I think a lot of stuff i just don't have the courage to say it all out i don't have the right words
That is why i write it all out i'm that kind of person
Thank you for reading, more power `

apology

To all my dearest readers out there
I'm so sorry that i have been neglecting my blog and i haven't been posting everyday like the usual
I've been too busy doing stuff and of course back to school
I said before that i would try to post at least once a day
But that i failed to do so
Please bare with me
My everyday life isn't that exciting like some people do
You'll get bored if i talk about it here and i bet you won't be as interested as before
So we wait and see how things go
I'm dealing with some self issues it's not much of a problem
And also i'm focusing in school i am already at my 3rd semester i hope all things go well
If not well i will have plenty of plans to jot down
Actually i only have plan b for now but i'm going to try my best just like what everybody says when it comes to the real crisis
My apologies to my readers for not posting as i was intended to
Please be patient with me
More power and God bless ^^

no surprise

I have no surprise of element
I'm not that kind if person hence not that type of friend
To be someone who knows
Truth be told don't expect of me
You'll just be disappointed
It hurts to see someone dearly hurt
On the side note i feel guilty i'm just not
I would trade it for anything
To have something like that is a gift
A gift that comes out naturally when you really love your friend(s)
I do love my friends i treasure them
It's just that i don't possess that
So bear with me i'm nothing alike to someone else
I truly hope they would understand
It's not to be proud of but something to be addressed
Accept a person whole heartedly that's what really matters

shopping spree

Mom woke me up early Saturday morning she wanted me to go to work with her
Bcos i wasn't feeling to be a lazy bum i got up and prepped myself to go
When we were done we split the money in half
It was good thing i went with her now i have money
I wanted to go to Kennedy and Lawrence but mom took me to Marshalls
She took me shopping it was ages since we went shopping together
i could not even remember the last time
I wanted to buy a jeans or two
Bcos i knew mom was paying i picked everything i want well mostly anything i really want
I got myself a pair of jeans from Guess mom got two for herself
I got a shorts from Vero Moda even though summer is almost over
A shirt from X-S-IVE which i picked out from the men's department
well you know bcos i like loose shirts
Well it's almost as a t shirt dress on me bcos it was big and that's the way i like it
It was funny actually when i was in the men's department an old guy was looking at me
Maybe he thought i was looking for a shirt for my boyfriend or something
But i was picking for myself
It was even more funny when i put the shirt in front of me while looking at the mirror
I didn't care i like to shop at men's department
Then i got two bras one from Calvin Klein and Sophie B
Overall it was a good day
I was glad i woke up early or else i wouldn't have been able to go shopping ~~~
I was too lazy to take pictures so no pictures

back to school

Couldn't believe school started again

The truth that summer vacation was over hit me right on my face

But it wasn't that hard bcos during my summer vacation i took advance classes part time so it wasn't that bad

I woke up early but then i was late on our meeting time with Berna

We planned on going early bcos we needed to talk to someone in the financial aid office

But we weren't late for our class the first lecture was 2 hour long 

My professor let us out 10 minutes early 

so Berna and i decided to go to the area where frosh was taking place

There was loud music and live singing

Me and Berna got a free shirt and free stuff

There was even a free burger and drinks but i chose to drink water

I'm a water loving person in case you don't know

After getting a free burger we immediately went to our next class which was 3 hour long

Heck i don't know i survived i was drowsy bcos it was already past noon

I was sleepy plus the air conditioner was turned high i felt like i was feeling cold but couldn't do anything about it

Good thing my professor let us out 20 minutes early

We went to the cafeteria then i remember i had to print some powerpoints

I checked my email and said i needed to sign a confidential form something related to my clinical placement just before 4 pm striked so i ran to the coordinator's office

I was nervous but it only took less than 5 minutes it was easy peasy

I even asked Berna to log out my account for me 

bcos i really had to go to the office before it closes (thanks Berna you're awesome)

My last class was another 2 hour long

It was okay bcos my prof was cool and really nice

It was really a long and tiring day i even dozed off in the bus 

good thing i didn't miss my bus stop

It was fun i just needed time to fully adjust and adapt on my new schedule

I hope it turns out to be in my advantage ~~~

movie goer

I had to wake up early to go to my family doctor

I had to do an annually mantoux skin test as long as i'm in school which is required for me to be able to enter my clinical placement

It is used to detect if i have TB which is tuberculosis 

i have to go back after 2 days to get it checked

I realized that when i go to the doctor i am always poked with needles even the secretary/nurse noticed that

Good thing i'm not scared or anything 

Then i went to stc to meet up with Kathleen and Jem

I went to the mall first then chill while just sitting and talking to Kathleen on the phone while waiting for them

I only saw Jem for a little bit bcos she needed to go home

Kathleen and i walked around the mall and we did some window shopping

We were proud bcos we didn't spend anything at all

Gio met up with us and he treated us for lunch 

After Gio had to pay for his phone bill while i went with Kathleen to Yves Rocher to get her free self diagnostic face skin test

Then to Walmart where i bought a John Frieda nourishing oil with argan oil for my hair

It better be good i hope

I had regular poutine with extra curd and gravy Kathleen ordered for me

We decided to go watch a movie we couldn't say no to bcos it was half price every Tuesday

I wanted to watch As Above So Below which was a horror movie

But we all agreed to watch Guardians of the Galaxy instead

We watched it in ultraavx bcos they didn't have it in regular movie

It was the same price as a 3D movie

in ultraavx you get to pick where you want to be seated so even if you're late you could still have your seat bcos it is reserved especially for you

That was the good thing about it plus it  has a surround sound which was cool

The term "movie goer" was said by Kathleen bcos it was never in our plan to watch a movie

The movie was pretty funny and i enjoyed it

The funny scenes were hilarious it was a 2 hour movie

Actually Kathleen cried like 5 times during those emotional scenes (sorry Kathleen i mentioned it i just have to) whereas i myself cried only one time it was really a very touching part

I recommend watching it to others especially for kids they would love it

I'm not a kid but i liked it

In reality i'm not so hard to please most specifically in movies i just don't have to get bored 

Then time to go home i wanted to chill for a bit but Kathleen has to go home

We saw one of our highschool batchmate, Vincent

It was the earliest that i went home that i could remember it was weird but okay

I emailed the clinical coordinator of my school to ask why i don't have a place for my clinical yet

I almost had a nervous breakdown bcos clinical practice is starting next week and i don't know my clinical placement until only now
it was like a week before i start i got the info that was just nerve wracking 

Then after like an hour waiting for the reply i finally knew where my clinical was

Luckily i have it every Thursday and i will have 12 hour shift that means i would get Fridays off

I almost lost it and lose my hope luck was on my side

Tonight as i looked at my window the moon was beautiful and peaceful i wish i was the same beaut 

Goodnight zZzz